Showing posts from February, 2017

getting myself organized

So yesterday I managed to start picking up the house and getting organized.  I started walking a bit and am now working on eating better and walking more.

I am working on trying to catch up on chores and start catching up on other paperwork.  It is a busy week but I am feeling really good and successful about it.

Tomorrow I am going to start adding back my spirituality and meditation.

Restarting AGAIN....

I have such a hard time getting myself on track and keeping myself on track.
Today I am restarting again.  I am not going to be down on myself for falling off the being healthy wagon, because I have been trying to be good to myself.  I may not have followed through health wise but I was working on my emotional and mental self.  I have been doing neurofeedback and therapy and trying to get over an annoying cold.

Today I am trying to get the house picked up and get some stuff done because I have a really busy work week (which makes me happy as I am really getting my practice off the ground)

So here is to a busy and fun week ahead.

Full Snow Moon

This time of year our ancestors struggled to find food, were cold and often struggled to have hope.  This is a good time to focus on what the future holds and to getting through the tough times.  This time of year always seems to be hard for me to get through.  Finances are tough from the holidays, trying to plan for the future and making it through the day, it can be hard to have hope.

This is the time of year that I struggle and usually start to find the my seeds of intent are not going to come out the way I thought they would.  But If I focus on doing what seems right to my gut and focus on moving forward in the direction I feel compelled, I find that my path unfolds as it should.

This is a full moon that I often ask to be shown the way and even if it seems divergent from my original plans, I follow the path that is shown - it always turns out to be the best path for me.

Finally Catching Up

I fell behind in so many things in my life.  I have been working to keep up again.  I finally got caught up with my billing, my notes and housework.  I am working on trying to stay on top of things so I feel more calm and organized.

Life is this moment now

I tend to be a person who constantly focuses on the future - so last night I put on this temporary tattoo to try and remind myself to focus on the now.  Today was a tiring day because I was around a lot of people.  I am looking forward to relaxing this evening and weekend.
Now it is the time of year when we actually start working on our intentions - we plant the seeds - we start actively spending energy to make our seeds of intent grow.

So let's see how I am coming along with each of my intents.
And for this next year I got 6 seeds of intent and they are going to be:
1.  Continue to work on my health
I am walking more again - doing neurofeedback in hopes to help my sleep patterns

2.  Start balancing my case load so it is not overwhelming
 I am learning to limit my time with my clients and learn to say no.

3.  Continue to follow the path the Goddess has put in front of me especially when it comes to being a therapist.
Now I am taking some clients from an agency which allows me to get decent pay and still work with the under-served.

4.  Continue to process letting go of my daughter
I am feeling better and better despite struggling on her birthday.

5.  Be good to myself.
I am working on not being upset with myself when I do not accomplish what I w…