My Quest for Peace - Day 88
I have been struggling for years - ever since I can remember - with trying to please other people. I know pleasing others has caused much of my own heartbreak and grief. It has been a long journey so far and I know it will continue for sometime. My hubby is helping me heal this way. I have finally learned that I do not always have to worry the moment he is in a bad mood that I need to please him or make him happy in some way. He has helped me see that I have earned things on my own and accomplished things on my own that deserve their own rewards and I should enjoy them and not set them aside to try to please someone else.
It is a slow process since I still look for affirmations outside of myself, but I am getting better. I now follow my path and do not apologize if someone doesn't like it or change my direction because it would make someone else happy. I am now working on making myself happy and slowly learning what that means. I acknowledge I have a long way to go but I WILL get there.
It is a slow process since I still look for affirmations outside of myself, but I am getting better. I now follow my path and do not apologize if someone doesn't like it or change my direction because it would make someone else happy. I am now working on making myself happy and slowly learning what that means. I acknowledge I have a long way to go but I WILL get there.
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