Beltane 2015

Beltane is a time of Expression - it is time to express your intentions.  You have planned and created and now it is time to really work on your intentions.  This year I am seeing the possibilities of my new practice/career and need to keep working on it to make it thrive.

My Seeds of Intent
1.  To walk more
I am so very frustrated with this seed - early February I hurt my foot and my doctors are telling me to not walk on it.  I may even have surgery on it.

2.  To make sure I do self-care.
I am working on this.  I am taking more time for myself and choosing to disconnect from toxic people.  I took it easy while I was studying and made sure to have fun.

3.  To pass my licensing exams
ACCOMPLISHED!!!  I passed both exams, and my license was issued on April 21!

4.  To find a way to be supportive of my daughter and not enable her.
After trying to help her into a sober living environment and failing - I have limited my interactions to the basic cheer-leading once in awhile.  It hurts to see her throw her life away but I know she has to make the changes herself.

5.  To continue to follow the path the Goddess has put in front of me especially when it comes to being a therapist.
I have felt pulled to open up my practice to working with transgender youth.  I am now working to become a Gender Specialist and focus on helping transgender youth and their families.

So many changes and exciting things happening, I look forward to see what the rest of the year brings!

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