This last weekend I attended a Simply Healing Retreat for women that was put on by Coaching for Life.
I have created this video to express what it was like for me.
The music is by David and Steve Gordon from their album Sacred Spirit Drums - this one is called Path with a Heart.
This year I am starting to have to deal with some chaos. I came back from the Priestess Retreat and found my husband is very sick and they don't know exactly what it is. So here is where I am with my seeds of intent... 1. Continue to work on my health - kind of have slipped but I am working on my diabetes. 2. Start balancing my case load so it is not overwhelming - I have figured it out to be much better for me and allow me to work more while stressing less. 3. Continue to follow the path the Goddess has put in front of me especially when it comes to being a therapist - with work I am doing a good job on this - I am taking on what is put in my path 4. Continue to process letting go of my daughter - still trying to let go - making lots of progress. 5. Be good to myself - trying - I am struggling a bit with depression and being overwhelmed. 6. Focus on organizing my life so it allows me to do what I need to do to be...
I feel like I am just stuck waiting ... waiting to figure out the next part of our lives. We just have to keep waiting for answers, waiting for people to get in the office, waiting for this or that. It is scary and hard since we cannot even figure out what our lives will be in a month and we don't know the best answers or what should we do. Do we pack up and move far away or do we stay and gamble on more than a part time job. Do we hang on here and plan or will we end up being broke and homeless.
So today I did a lot of self care and keeping the house organized. This is really helping me feel good. I had a great therapy session and my therapist feels I am much more relaxed. I feel relaxed too! I am trying to stay on top of things because I get depressed when I don't. Here is hoping the rest of today is as good as the first part.
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